I often have too many things running around in my head. I don’t know why but I find it hard to put enough effort into one thing. Part of the reason that I am trying to write stuff on this site is to make myself concentrate on stuff a little bit more. Keeping track of the things that I want to do in public might help? I have no idea. It would be nice to find some peace with just trying things. Not being great at things or even good. Just trying and having a go.